Im still growing

Today
In the matter
of time that I have consumed breath
I must move on to the next step
sick of hearing what I don't see
its just apart of what made me
uncertainty I was born and raised
now its just a phase of my lifetime
not being able to reach top confidence
not feeling like a dime
but something inside grows
I collect data in my head to calculate
what mistake did I follow
giving away something I could never have back
knowing this I keep well to myself
I hold in as much as I can bare
and sometimes tears still don't appear
my heart is sad
my soul floats on in compassion
that I really don't know whats going on
keep my chin up face the pain
that's another me
I'm on my personal reign of fury
the negative energy just ripples through me
you see it in my eyes
but don't say
where am I going with all these words
something is supposed to mean a lot
but when I cant speak my mind I write
and right now
I cant think straight
what i knew is nothing in comparison of what I now know
instead pulling people close
I just need my space I need to breathe where no one can go
I wanna take a path no one can follow
I'm still growing
who will I be tomorrow

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