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i used to have doubt

i used to fear the worst

i thought everything was my fault

i never saw anything go my way



i contiplated suicide

i wondered if anyone would care if i died

it seemed at the time a fitting  end

to what seemed a tragic life



i put the revolver to my head

my finger on the trigger

i decided id end my life

cause nothing went right



then i stoped thinking just about me

i thought about the people in my life

i tried to convince my self

that they'd be okay



but who was i fooling

if i pull that trigger

i would be dead

and i could never see them again



i have to admit

the one thing that has saved me time

after time

is my family

and i thank god i have them all everyday