so many times
i was known for doing wrong
so many times
i never did any thing right
and now i wonder
was it worth all the pain
that i caused to my brain
with words i cant explain
or even comprehend how i maintain
never want to wake up again
but you never know
how its gonna go
after you let it all go
and you look at what has been left behind
to find whats mine
i wonder about this subject all the time..
i hope to god that in the end that i will be fine