It seems as if I'll slip into the darkness
This void I created within myself
It draws from all the pain
From the shambles of my heart
In it there is no bliss
And from it there is no help
For it seems that in my world it only rains
And I don't remember when it did start
I try and look for the light
It should be somewhere there
But to no avail is this task
Of which is my hell
I use to have the will to fight
But it didn't seem like there was anyone to care
No one bothered to ask
Are you doing well?
Where did the days go
When my heart could fly free
Into the world beyond
Above the killer sea
Maybe now i know
It started with the
That beautiful blonde
Who had entranced me
So here I am holding on for life
Hoping i can gather all my strength
To pull myself out of the black
And into a world of love
But I continue to only suffer grief and strife
And falling short of the length
For the feeling seems to lack
To carry me far above.