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Goodnight
Decaying memories fill the final pieces of this halfhearted life that I’ve collided with
I remember all the crazy cocaine filled nights spent alone
When the drugs stopped coming in
The fake reality that I have been hiding behind for so long ended up igniting and burning to the ground
My body caught and torched in the high rising flames
There is nothing more I strive for then forgetting my troubled past
It seems the disappearing memories were all the things I had to look forward to
But slowly I’m dying, rotting away,
I always thought the drugs would be the one to kill me
It never crossed my mind that I’d be the one pulling the plug
But it will be quick, a bullet through this chemically unbalanced brain that lay’s
in this decaying body,
Soon I’ll finally be put to rest
I’ll get away from all of these temptations and the numbing-ness that controls me
This is the fate I’ve created and the path I’ve got to take
No one will even notice my disappearance not even the people who were
so keen on selling me these powers and pills that only do one thing, destroy
But this is it; I’m done, through with this game
My name is now put to a rest as I close my eyes, aim
And say my finial goodnight.
