Turned to hear the sound of an instant message.. telling me that i reuse the same phrasesover and over again.. the same words.. the same thoughts.. i clicked the profile to see what i expected.. a guy.. and yet his words still stung me.. and so i write this glossary for all u to know why i do what i do..
my thoughts are compressed and chopped and diluted by this language.. i am a sensualist.. constantly meditating and learning to perfect my senses.. sculpting.. feeling the words upon a page thru the thin ridges of ink.. words are the only way i have to reach u..
so here is the glossary..
FLESH-the body and spirit are as one to me.. the essence of us wrapped in flesh and bone and muscle.. holding and hiding within it tensions and fears.. memories and passions.. pleasures and hungers.. even as my fingers crawl across the surface of ur skin they reach dep inside.. tracing themap of ur muscles and tendons.. reaching thru to the tensions that hide there.. seeking and probing for hidden pleasures.. fingers that listen to every subtle movement calling to and guiding their motions..
flesh is also a word that brings with it the thoughts of hunger.. of devouring and consuming.. of tasting and savoring its many layers and textures.. flesh can cutr and scrape and bleed.. it can shiver and crawl with anticipation and fear.. tingle with pleasure.. it is alive.. not a skin that covers but an actual entity all its own..
SKIN-that thin surface that covers the body. that topmost layer of the flesh.. senses dance across it.. it feelsand warms.. sweat caresses it during passion.. it is warm to the touch or can be cold.. the taste of it as a tongue glides across it is divine.. holding within each inch the many flavors of u..
CARESS-there are innumerous ways to touch.. touching is an art all by itself.. the caress is when fingers may gently cross the surface of the skin.. barely touching the hairs that cover ur body.. barley are u even able to detect my touch when the caress is this light.. a caress if also the touch that gradually grows fim.. spreading across and surrounding.. enveloping u like a warm blanket.. it communicates the feeling of soft love or the feeling of security.. comfort.. not ownership but more.. stability.. a feeling that u can relax into..
man.. this glossary could get reallly long.. ill leave u with that for now..