We always said forever. I guess we're not meant to be together. I thought that you had loved me. I guess I had thought wrong.
First you weren't sure, then you thought it was true. How did you come full circle? How could you say you were in love in that letter to yourself, stare at it, think it's true, and then go against that and say it isn't?! HOW?! Maybe you are just scared of commitment.