Lately,
My head has
Been spinning.
What do you
Want for me?
Do you want
Me to be happy
OR do you want
Me to sit here
And feel pain?
If you think I
deserve better,
Why?
Do you really
NOt see, what
I do?
Can you not
See what you
Really mean?
Obviously not,
If you did
You would see
That it hurts
When you say
"do you even still
Want to be together?"
How can you mean
So much to me
In such little time?
Why did you impact my
Life the way you did..
Can you not see, that
You help me..LOOK!!
LOOK DAMNIT!
I don't like depending
On anybody..
LOOK AT ME!!
I'm depending on you.
I need you..
I love you..
WHY do you push me away
Like you do?
I wish you wouldn't..
But I don't blame you..
Your probably preparing
To leave..Be like
others..Go on
Be like them..
Then you will never
See what you really
Mean.