I'm sorry

I don’t know what to do

I am so confused

I'm an emotional wreck

And I don’t want to hurt you

I would give up everything I had

If I knew it would make you happy

Just seeing your face every day

Can make me ok

But I really don’t know why I feel this way

It feels like you are there one minute

But then your not

I’m so happy when i'm with you

And you seem that way too

And the things you say make it seem that way

But it feels like it’s forced

That people make you

And that you don’t want to be there

I just don’t know what to think

And I don’t know how to feel

And i’m sorry that I am causing you pain

And i’m sorry if I do cause you pain later on

I’m sorry for everything I might do wrong

How much can one person be sorry?

And it still be ok

I want to be that easy going girl

The one that knows everything will be okay in the end

But it just doesn’t seem like that is the case

I’m fighting so many battles

And no one is there to help me with them

And you say you want to be there

But really I don’t want to make you be there

Just hold me and tell me it will be ok

And you will be helping me in more ways then one

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...erik...

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