Every smile I smile
Is another lie
For ever smile I smile
Another tear I cry
Ever laugh I make
Is a way I die
For with every giggle
I cry on the inside
Every tear that falls
Is the real me
For every falls
Is as plain as can be
Ever cut I make
On my pale white skin
Shows all the pain
I'm feeling within
Ever time I think
About committing suicide
I remember the people who care
I remember the people who will cry
I remember the people who will miss
Me if I decide to die
I'll hold on for you