I just wrote a break up song
Even though my life is perfect
I don't know for what I long
Do I even deserve it
So lost in my own head
Still freaking wishing I was dead
Don't know what I want
All these dark thoughts are haunting me
Whether it is happiness
Or a life without strive
All I am is hopelessness
A scream in the ocean as I dive
I want to share my loneliness
But it's everywhere
Like a contagious disease
To all, beware