Inner Fight watching T.v.

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Well I have to say this because it's a really amazing feeling. About ten minutes before writing this I was watching t.v. because I was bored.  Well I found myself even more bored watching the tv. It was like my whole entire body was trying to get away from the t.v. but yet I kept sitting there. The more I sat there watching the more anxious and more edgy I became. I wanted to come online, and I knew God wanted me to be on here. Each time I kept fighting it I felt more sick, and I felt so lonely. I was watching tv and things just kept on entering my mind. They were not images as they were more feelings of emptiness.  I can not even explain it but I just wanted to do some bible studying. I just got sick and got a headache because of the fight, and came online. As soon as I plugged in some tunes, and did a bible study I felt sooooo much peace and satisfaction and all I wanted to do was be happy and jump up and down. Well I was actually a little more layed back, but inside I was feeling great and I just wanted to praise and worship!!! I have never had this happen to me before. When I am at work God is on my mind, and I just keep thinking about reading his word, and reaching to others. This is a pretty great feeling what I am having right now!! It's total peace and a satisfaction you can not get from any where else.  

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