Somedays I just don't understand
I have no clue on who I am
Some nights I could just sit and cry
Yet I jump and dance other nights
I could be all alone
I could have no where to go
And I can't find the slightest reason
To feel blue, to be hammered down
And other nights I feel so alone
I have no where to go
No one to lean on
How can I be expected to stay strong?
When everything seems to go terribly wrong?
Everything has vanished yet it hasn't
It rains outside
I dance in the puddles
I find no reason to cry this night
And yet it will be a bright sunny day
Yet all I can see is grey
All I can see is everything fading
Fading ever so slowly
The feelings haven't even arrived
I have no idea how to feel inside
I just keep on trying
Oh I pray to God that I will have his strength
To just keep on trying
I begin to shake
I begin to fall
When I feel I've found the truth
When I thought everything was coming from you
I then become confused
and i just try and try
I suppose I'll start all over again