Somedays

Somedays I just don't understand

I have no clue on who I am

Some nights I could just sit and cry

Yet I jump and dance other nights



I could be all alone

I could have no where to go

And I can't find the slightest reason

To feel blue, to be hammered down

And other nights I feel so alone

I have no where to go

No one to lean on

How can I be expected to stay strong?

When everything seems to go terribly wrong?



Everything has vanished yet it hasn't

It rains outside

I dance in the puddles

I find no reason to cry this night



And yet it will be a bright sunny day

Yet all I can see is grey

All I can see is everything fading

Fading ever so slowly



The feelings haven't even arrived

I have no idea how to feel inside

I just keep on trying

Oh I pray to God that I will have his strength

To just keep on trying



I begin to shake

I begin to fall

When I feel I've found the truth

When I thought everything was coming from you

I then become confused

and i just try and try

I suppose I'll start all over again

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I really do not know what to think of this poem at all. Just stuff I started writing down. I'll edit etc....later on.  

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