My soul is crying
I am in so much pain
Daggers of sin seem to poke at me
Stabbed over again
I wish this could make sense
Why isn't this ending?
is it my praying?
I keep praying, I feel inlove
yet this sin does not seem to want to budge
I got over everything else
my old ways have gone in the flames
but this sin keeps staying
its the same, sometimes every couple days
It creeps up behind me, and jumps, hey look at me
I am knocking at your heart
heat is building, so much intensity
I try to get rid of this insane desire,that burns within me
I just want to put it in the fire
Addiction has got the best of me
Yet I still feel the Lord near me
I cry when I cave
I cry when I can't seem to save
myself from this insane hurtful disease
it chokes me, it breathes on me
Hey come on enjoy me
for I am the one that brings great feeling
I love your body, I love everything it has
now come on enjoy mine, come on you can
Oh what a high, what a desire
what do you mean you'll land in this fire?
So I sit I listen to this fight
I listen, I sit still in the night
I am on the couch, I once walked away
but tonight buddy lets give in, lets cave
lets crave this sin that feels so good within
I ignore the voice but it doesn't let me go, I give in
I sit here crying, PLEASE LET MY SOUL GO!
I give it to God, I give it to him
but somehow I still feel lost in sin
Please forgive me, please forgive
I love your holy presence
but I still I'm in deep
please help me come to defeat
the fire that burns that may wait for me
unless I begin to change my ways