Figuring this Out

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Girls/love

Was walking on this wet road

Thinking of you as I walked in this snow



A lonely feeling deep inside coming to get me

I feel so fragile someone please come hold me



Walking along this road, I hear sirens going off

People all around, but I’m still here thinking of you alone



I got in the car wishing you were here

I drove off into the night with a bit a fear

I wonder if anyone else knows what it’s like to be alone

with the wishes of someone whispering in your ear

Saying that they loved you snuggled up against you



not being able to get rid of this feeling

I just wish someway somehow I could fix things

So everything could go back to the way it used to be

Where I would await your phone call

Then may be go out,

Or just talk on the phone

I’m still trying to figure all this out



I just don’t know where to put myself

I just don’t know about meeting anyone else

I feel so lost right now as I’m left to figure this life out

I wish this feeling would end

I wish for this feeling to end



I wished for so long to share a dance

From the time I missed my chance

I have such a big regret

Not showing you who I am

I cry for a chance

I cry for more friends

I just wish this lonely feeling would end




Author's Notes/Comments: 

Again about a friend. She told me she didn't feel anything towards me and just said that something was missing, and wasn't sure what. I think I know what was missing, and I wish for that chance to show her, but I suppose not. I'm just confused now.

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