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The past and the present
it slowly eats away at me
avoiding it is my only option
i thought this might happen in the beginning
but never feared it would become this bad
the pain grows deeper and deeper
as the affection starts to show
what i wanted for so long
i know i cannot have
so i must accept reality
no matter how dim it may now seem
times come and go
but these thoughts remain with me
i miss the thoughts of how things could have been
but i suppose this way is better for some
ill never forget how it should of went
but for now i just feel so numb
