I cannot tell you
How much it hurt
To know that im just here
The nice, patient, and forgiving one
Im just there
Why? Oh why do you try so hard?
I told you already
Happiness is not top priority
You are, she is, and the other one too
I know my place
Do not try
It hurts to know that your care
Is painful to bear
Im not used to people caring so much
Im not used to people doing nice things
All for me
But you...your different
I dont deserve your tender care
She does, the other one too
It hurts to know im writing this
This pen scratching across the pages
My stomach fills with guilty butterflies
My heart contracting in fear of what it will do
What you told me hurts...
What ive seen...hurts...
And what do i do?
I sit, forever patient, and watch
It may not be me your happy with
Though i wish it were
But im glad to see you happy
No matter how much it hurts
Dont worry
Im ok
The sweet, patient, and forgiving girl
Whos hurting everyday
Is right here waiting for you