these tears running down my face
are hot and painful
making me remember
why im crying
this is so much pain
with every word he says
it hurts more
hes telling me to stop
and that i hurt him....
hes telling me he cares
but...what am i supposed to do?
these tears flow down
burning away my flesh
making me cry out
"im sorry"
these small cuts are burgundy now
that one beautiful red
that can only show on skin
im sorry
so so sorry
but my pain leaves
replaced with other pain
im sorry
i cry now
finally understanding how much i hurt you
crying harder
and more searing tears flow down
i wish you would come but
that would be a mistake
you have nothing left for me
and you have moved on
so dont come
let me cry my burning tears
and dont come running to make me feel better
i need you yes
but to come would make me fall for you again
let me cry my tears
let me hurt
im far from consolation
im sorry.....