Wind blows past an empty field,
Were I sit and wonder,
Why do I have my feelings boxed up and sealed?,
I wait for the rain to fall and hear the thunder,
Darks skys fill my world, so cold,
I've sse the light, watched it fade to nothing,
All I want is someone to hold,
Someone to prove I'm worth something,
Warm red fluid flows down my arms,
As the rain washes the evidance away,
Then my brains starts sending out its alarms,
As I pass out, in the grass I will lay,
Pointless hours I wasted for her,
Useless from the start, wasted my life for nothing,
Now my vision is startin to blurr,
I'm becoming histarical as I'm dyin on the ground I begin to sing,
Never gonna see you again,
If I do only as a friend,
Only if I can,
Getting very close to the end,
Now pasted out, life flashes by my mind,
Hope no one finds me,
How could this happen to someone so kind?,
Who carees, no one has, no one will, this razor is the key,
Now nameless, hopeless, helpless and above all heartless,
It all has spilled onto the ground,
soaked in by the earth, that i lay there and kiss,
As heavens calling has now sound