Today is the day that my life unfolds
This is the ending of the stories untold
Before my fire dies and before I burn out
I wish I could tell the many things I'm about
I've wanted to say so many things that I should
But I never have because I just never could
I've stayed up many days and even more nights
Trying to fix what we know should be right
I'm tired of putting on masks and not being me
I'm tired of being a person that I shouldn't be
My ability to love, like a battery, has died
Along with my dignity and since of self pride
Today is the day that my lonely words end
Today is the day that I've lost my true friends
I've lied too much of the wounds that are true
I've learned to live with them as I have with you
I've hidden the scabs that covered my heart
Now nothing more then a gently throbbing scar
Nearly twenty years down and the ending so near
I'm surprised by my feelings and my lack of fear
I'm comfortable again as my feelings slide out
My mind is erased of all pain and all doubt
My thoughts will slow down and eventually stop
But thats the beginning and thats what I want
I'll move out of town in my mind, in my heart
I've found my own spot where I must depart
The mornings are cool and the evenings are warm
The weather is calmer then the eye of the storm
We'll join together when the timing is right
But now it's just me and time for my flight
I'm tired of you drowning while I'm dying of thirst
I'm tired of being last when you are all somehow first
I hope you still know me when we meet again
But until that time comes, "Goodbye my dear friends"