I tried to save it
But now I've changed my mind
I don't care who is telling the truth
Fuck off with your word twisting
mind blistering
menial
malleable life
I don't care for you
or your beliefs
or your day that is "so much harder" than anyone else's
I don't want to hear your whining
back stabbing
or crying
I don't care which one you were
I don't care if that makes you mad
I don't care if you like me
I don't care to explain anymore
My life and world turns when you are not there
I don't care for group politics or social circles
I would rather have a few close friends than a group of acquaintances
I don't HAVE to talk to you
I don't HAVE to be nice to you
I don't care if that means I am a BITCH
I don't need to waste my time on your misery
Get out of my life and get one of your own
Go ahead and fuck up your unborn children with your irresponsibilities
Go ahead and lie to yourself and everyone around you
Go ahead and feed on hate and drama
Go ahead and be nothing - including not even yourself
I won't be there
I will be outside of dwelling
I will be on my shelf
Out of your silly pitiful reach
I don't like you and I don't have to
I don't think I am better
I just know better than to deal with it
Haven't any of you learned yet?
I almost made the mistake again
I refuse to sit here and watch you talk to someone
then complain that you had to
You claim friendships and secretly destroy them
You blame and you blame all the wrong people
No one seems to understand anyone
But no one asks or tries
Lets just get mad instead
It's so much more fun
Then let's claim we are the one who is justified
No one is justified
Not you, not me
I just don't care anymore
So stop trying to settle it after you refused to be cooperative for so long
Lets just make it all easy and I will just have you all hate me
Because I am the one who doesn't care if you like me
There now it's done and you can all go home
Nothing to see here
Why do you want to confide in me now?
What?
What will THAT accomplish
If I had a problem, would you not avoid me- not wanting to hear complaint?
Would you not pose as friend and then run away?
Everyone speaks of how friends should be
Everyone talks about how they are the only good friend left
We all fucking suck
Deal with your suckiness or at least try to work on it
But dont come to me about it
Id rather you sit there and hate me instead
Don't give out fake apologies
Only genuine ones matter
I don't care if you think I am a hypocrite
I don't think you understand...
I JUST DON'T CARE AND I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT ANYMORE