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Numb Heart

My chest is a bit numb
Since the family begun
The first of my posse
Truly was French Royalty

Turned his back on gold
The story I've been told
Came to England with Lover
Did not want any other

No gold could supplement
The love he had to lament
The wealth was not desired
Left France for a better life

Many years before it happened
His family descended from serpent
In the satanic house of David
Line back to serpent and Eve

But the thing is about Cain
His descendents just not the same
Seem to have a frozen heart
No love lost from the start

Because I descend from him
Even though, wat ered down a bit
Good people and hearts a plenty
Grace my amazing family

This is reason, can’t feel anything
Though not for the w ant of trying
In the vicinity of my ribs
Inherited this, the heartless bit

Ok, I’m just so emotional
Well plugged into the spiritual
But its numbness in my chest
Sometimes it’s just a pest

It just doesn’t feel normal
A lack of pure emotional
Wish had a heart opener with me
Like portable open heart surgery

Got plenty of crystals; meditation too
All designed to help me move
My heart in the right direction
And propel me to a higher vibration

Feels like the cain bloodline
Has committed lots of crimes
And polluted my family history
But I m ust not deny it’s me

Am proud, the first of my tribe
Turned his back on cash for life
More concerned with gains of love
And connection with god above

It’s lam bing seas on, they are
Bouncing around with their mums
Glad I don’t eat meat now
Could never eat pig sheep or cow

Funny story bout a trader
Tried to gain an advantage
His job was dealing commodities
So he thought would try some LSD

For some insight; inside tracks
To make a success of his trades
To get himself a better life
Boy, did his plan backfire

Haunted by visions; slaughter houses
Dead animals, blood everywhere
Spirit lead him to the dark side of
His business haunting, had to stop

Natural highs the way to go
And to be totally selfless too
Then spirit will see your interests
Then might decide to help you

The divine knows every secret
Every move, all your interests
And if your in it for selfish gain
Nothing for you sadly but pain

But if your on the right side
Entirely honourable; shining white light
You might get the help you need
From the amazing divinity

Shame they cant fix my genes
To emanate more love from me
And to curb this horrible temper too
But regardless, divine, angels: Love you