Vindication is a strange god to serve.
It asks for everything
and never says amen.
No witness.
No verdict.
No final score.
All this time
building a defense
for a conflict that never comes,
making a martyr of myself
for an empty audience.
Keeping names.
Holding receipts.
Mistaking motion
for somewhere to go.
And here I am.
Life moving on
with or without me,
a blank page
where the last chapter ended.
I don’t know the way.
But there is still something in me
that reaches beyond
what I already know.
Curiosity makes the world larger.
Understanding gives it depth.
Let my hands make something
worth leaving fingerprints on.
Let me give while I am here,
and leave something warm
in the people I love
when I am not.
Maybe connection
is what survives us.
Maybe it was the inheritance
all along.
This old scoreboard no longer serves its purpose
I have a compass now,
and enough life left
to follow what still pulls me toward it.
Authorship over vindication.
I have served that god long enough.