June 27th, 2003
One year ago today, I told the one I secretly loved, how I felt
... and what a hand I was dealt. That day was pure, sweet, bliss... One year later, I never thought it'd come to this.
Our happiness of a few short months didn't last.
And now, I'm struggling not to live in the past.
I loved you, infact, I think I still do.
I'm finding it extremely hard to get over you.
I truly believed you were the love of my life...
Now, you're about to make someone else your wife.
You never even noticed the knife you placed in my heart;
And I'm still finding it difficult to make a fresh start.
You made a poor choice, now you're gonna be a dad.
I'm still miserable, & you've lost all you had.
... It wasn't just a fling,
It was the real thing.
I loved you & you loved me...
That's the way I thought it would always be.
You know they're right when they say: Love is Blind...
I never did see it, creeping up from behind.
And now, I feel as though I've lost my mind.
I pray that I can find love once more...
And finally close this dark & painful door.