D. C. E.

June 27th, 2003



One year ago today, I told the one I secretly loved, how I felt

... and what a hand I was dealt. That day was pure, sweet, bliss... One year later, I never thought it'd come to this.

Our happiness of a few short months didn't last.

And now, I'm struggling not to live in the past.



I loved you, infact, I think I still do.

I'm finding it extremely hard to get over you.

I truly believed you were the love of my life...

Now, you're about to make someone else your wife.

You never even noticed the knife you placed in my heart;

And I'm still finding it difficult to make a fresh start.



You made a poor choice, now you're gonna be a dad.

I'm still miserable, & you've lost all you had.



... It wasn't just a fling,

It was the real thing.

I loved you & you loved me...

That's the way I thought it would always be.



You know they're right when they say: Love is Blind...

I never did see it, creeping up from behind.

And now, I feel as though I've lost my mind.



I pray that I can find love once more...

And finally close this dark & painful door.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

"I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real, I want to let go of the pain I've held so long"  -Linkin Park - 'Somewhere I Belong'

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