If only I could tell you,
If only I could say..
Just what it is I'm going through..
Just what is my fate..
But I've already hurt you enough..
How could a song convey..
What is happening to me..
Numbered are my days..
How am I to tell you..
Tears stream down my face..
Soon every hair upon my head..
will be gone without a trace..
Today I brushed my hair..
More of it fell out..
I'm so afraid..
I'm so full of doubt.
Doubt I'll ever be beautiful again..
Like you say I am now..
I'm growing so cold and weak..
feel the life slipping out of me..
I wish you were here..
To warm me up, to hold me..
To call me your angel again,
Like you did before..
I fear I'll become a real one..
Because it's no lie..
That even angels bleed..
Even angels cry..
..That, Even angels make mistakes..
And even angels die.