I put on a facade
what u say does affect me.
I do feel hurt
and my laughs are not genuine.
I don't hate anyone
even though I'd swear on the bible.
I guess I'm not very religious.
I cry in the shower
It's the one place I can be alone.
It's because I really miss you
and I want my best friend back.
I want someone to know me
and I want to know someone.
I guess I'm just misunderstood.
I want to be loved
and I know that I already am.
Something keeps me from feeling it
I want to be loved by you, and only you.
I'm selfish, wanting the world as mine
Everything must be about me.
I guess I'm a brat.
I'm not a bitch
even though I try to be.
I can't put up a good fight
even though I can talk good trash.
I don't want to have enemies
I want peace with everyone.
I guess not everyone wants peace with me.
I'm a flirt and a tease
I lead guys on very well.
I don't intentionally
I just freeze and don't want it anymore.
Only once someone has broke the ice
but I think he hates me now.
I guess the real me wasn't good enough.
I'm not a skank
though some may say so.
I've only loved one guy
and we didn't make love.
I've been used
drug through the dirt.
I guess I'm just a doormat.
I'm extremely intelligent
but I'm dumb when it comes to people.
I'm too trusting
and I want everyone to be trustworthy.
I am quick to judge
and others are quick to judge me.
I guess I should shut my mouth.
I don't really want to hurt anyone
but everyone seems to hurt me.
I just want to be happy
but that will never happen.
I wish I could fly
to the heavens, there I would be happy.
I guess I want to die.
I put on a facade.
this is the real me.
The genuine thing
it's what you see is what you get.
I'm sorry for any wrong I may have done
I only did it out of love, always out of love.
I guess I love too much.