dont you see what you've done to me
you've ruined my thoughts
ruined my dreams
it's like all i ever did
somehow made me deserve it
like maybe because i crossed the street
i deserved to get hit by a car
or i went swimming
so i deserved to drown
every chance i took
i deserved to be hurt severely by it
i needed to learn my lesson or something
like what happened in my past
didn't teach me enough