I awoke from a dream,
with a sudden realization, that my actions tore us apart,
sitting here thinking, how I treated you so bad,
thinking about how many tears, you must have wept,
how you always looked so sad
You sat there with your head down
when you should have held a smile,
you havent felt the LUV you deserve, I'm sure in quite awhile,
How hard it must have been, to say you no longer love me,
to break free of my controling hold, not realizing I was like that,
now knowing why your heart has grown so cold.
I think now your better off, & even that starts to hurt
but thats the price I deserve to pay
For treating your heart like dirt,
your stronger now, & free to live, you broke out on your own,
I'm actually happy for you, even though I'm so alone
I guess it's another lesson, full of, all this pain and strife,
but its my own fault, its the path I've chossen,
in this long & drawn out life...
I Hope You understand...