The Love You've Shown

The hate I keep inside

Burns way down deep

The thoughts of you linger

The kind that steal my sleep



I just can't forgive myself

For all the pain I've caused

Broke your heart a million times

Made you feel alone and lost



Your loyalty was unwaivering

Your love never ending

The mail it kept coming

The love letters you were sending



Yet somehow I kept you away

Distance was my game

Kept my feelings at bay

Now we're no more

It is I who is to blame



Forgiveness is something

You just can't seem to find

Maybe one day you'll forget

Somehow let it go with time



I doubt you'll ever let me know

Just how much you still care

But I feel your love deep inside

And I know it isn't fair



Life has just been cruel

No breaks for you has it shown

You see all I ever wanted

Was to make you happy

Now all the chances I have blown



So I'm writing this for you

To let you know I was wrong

And how much I love you too

My how you've grown so strong



So strong in mind

So strong in heart

You were my rock

Right from the start



So carry on sweet child

You'll somehow learn to smile

I know this to be true

Through the love shown to me

The Love expressed by you.....

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I'm Sorry Sarah, to say I've changed means nothing I know...But I have, maybe one day...well who knows

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