Standing in the dark asking myself why, Holding back my feeling trying not to cry.
Facing all my demons Fighting all my fears, Deep inside my eyes I hold back all my tears.
I refuse to let myself show pain,Instead I stand here alone in the rain.
I look inside for answers serch myself for truth, Standing here alone remembering my youth.
Seaking for a reason of how this came about, feeling myself more with doubt.
Falliung more in love every minute passing by, Still I atand in the dark asking why.
Ill continue thinking and feeling the way I do, All thats left to say now is joshua I love you