Perfection is my stupid goal
For no matter what I do
I see mediocrity
I see plainness
I flagellate myself
With my thoughts
For a B+ is not an A
And this extra pound of flesh
Must go, if I don't eat for a week
Any disapproval means eternal hatred
I keep running on this treadmill
Though I can't keep up
I fall off and get back on
Letting the demons chase me
For quitting is failure
And though the prize is out of reach
I'm hypnotized by its glinting