im the little girl who produced rc with you on the phone. Amazed what we do on the phone when we're all alone? Secretly starting it all on my own, knowing what happened was just a phone bone. laughing and giggling by knowing your horny tone, that sound is so unforgetable its like its etched in stone. it was an experience I wont forget, its like something a romantic movie would submit. falling in love is what i did, but too shy i was so i hid. not sure where it will take me, nor am i sure where ill be. wondering why you are so sad, because you are the one who turns around my world from being so bad.never knew how to express my feelings with you, unsure if you think this is harmless flirting, or if you know if you ever leave me ill be hurting??! I dont know where you stand nor do i think i will ever, us together seems like a never. you seem so complicated but yet so simple, i think about it so hard i feel pain in the temple. thinking each new day is a step forward with you, but then something happens and takes things away from what we do. deep and detailed is what i fear, unsure of what to do when you are near. feeling special and on top of the world around your presence, feelings like i could fly away like a dozen of pheasants. not wanting to take a chance by getting hurt, unsure if you will just push me away smashing into the dirt. trying to move on and put my true feelings aside, not wanting to lose you and hurt all my pride. keeping you in my life is what i plan, because i do know that you are one of a kind of man. knowing how to treat a girl like a queen, but when ignored feeling as small as a lima bean. unsure of how to stop this feeling, but yet wanting them to grow stronger as i am so willing. treasuring each and every moment that we talk, but not wanting to scare you off and make you walk. Even though we lost touch i never stopped thinking about this, because you are something i will always miss. not wanting to compete with anyone so i leave you be, but you'll never begin to understand how it will always hurt me. falling in love is what i try not to do, but i think its what happened when i first began to talk with you. I just dont want to hurt people in the process of it all, I dont want to make people crumble as they fall.