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I wake up everday crying,because today is just another day to add I think of dying.I feel like I'm trapped inside, not sure what else to do but hide.I see couples with wide smiles on their face, just wishing that for one moment I would be in their place.I realized that I will never know what it feels like to be them, and I will never find my special "HIM" The one everyone talks about, the one I'll have "someday". So I keep ignoring what all these people say.I just want to know how it feels to have someone there to cuddle with, instead of believing it like some old myth.I try to see what's so wrong, but with all these problems happening at once its hard to be so strong.Only a few solutions to cure this, but there'd be a few things I would miss.My soulution is a rope, because without it I have no hope.I'm talking about suicide, it'll get rid of all these bad feelings building up inside.I'm be dead..just hanging from my ceiling just above my bed.I'm just so tired of trying, I'll just end up crying.