True love

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Love

When you told me you were through, I didn't realize that I love you as much as I do when the buzz from the pills cooled down, then it really made me frown. All I could do was cry, but deep down inside I wished I could just die. So I took eight more pills, and the room started to zoom, then next thing I remember was waking up in a hospital room. There were people in white all around me, I just yelled and screamed to let me be. I tried to get out of the bed, but as soon as I stood up my legs gave out, they felt like lead. So I fell back down, with making a groaning sound. I thought of you as the time passed by, well you and many ways to die. I could hang myself from a rope, because without you there is no way to cope. I could drown myself in the Meditreanean Sea, beacause without you, it wouldn't be me. Or I could slit my throat or wrist with a knife, hopefully that this would end my pathetic life. Would you honestly care, that I would no longer be here. Baby, said I cheated and lied, all I could do was cry and think about suicide. I tried to commit suicide all because of you, just to prove my love for you is true.

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When me and Paul broke up this is how it went:(

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