I wanna stay
I wanna go
I wanna live forever
I wanna die today
I wanna be loved
I wanna close off my heart to all
The tears start to fall
I don't know if they'll ever stop
My h eart is broken and sore
My mind confused and unused
My body battered and bruised
My life useless and unrelenting
Teeth clenched and eyes squeezed shut
I brace myself for the next horror
For the next thing to go wrong
Because nothing in my life is ever right