I dont wanna advance into living
I want to regress into dying
I dont wanna waste my words on the worthless
I want my words to mean something to those that understand
I dont wanna be who I am
I want to be something I can't
I dont wanna be depressed
I want to be gone
I dont wanna be suicidal
I want to never have existed
I dont wanna be someone who gets walked all over
I want to be someone who speaks their mind
I dont wanna be taken for granted
I want people to realized what they lost when they screw me
I dont wanna bite the tears back
I want them to never flow