Falling into darkness
The hope I had fades
Is this what I get for feeling again?
Is this the price I pay for all my hate?
Finally I admitted I cared
And opened my heart to those close to me
Is this my own doing?
Is this what I brought upon myself?
Look what happens
They start to fall away
Is this the price of admission into the world of the living?
Is this going to leave me broken and lost forever?
The emotion so long gone
Hits me with a force larger than I can handle
Is this going to be the end of me?
Is this pain worth the prize?
Time begins to crawl
Confusion sets in
Is this what happens when you melt a heart of ice?
Is this what I deserve after all the heartache I caused?
Wanting to go back
Wishing I was still made of stone
Is this the fate that has been chosen for me?
Is this what I am doomed to feel forever?
Or is this only temporary?