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Intoxicated Prayer
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Love Feeling like nothing in this hateful coniving world
Despising everything which stands under the sun
Mournful cries echo thru out the lonely night
Yet no one hears what my soul cries
What I am but nothing that lives in emptiness?
Soulful mourning for sacrifices in life
Life that was happy
Life that was perfect
Now so desolate and isolated from love
Love that fills life with joy
Joy that rejoices in living
Longing to die
Longing to live
Hate, Hate , Hate
I fucking hate
I want death
I despise, I want revenge
Neverending disillusioned dreams
But reinforced by knowledge
Yet doubting what is fair
Consequences stabbing me in the back
I fucking hate, I wish death
Please....I beg to be set free
Show me an answer to the path
The rightousness that is happiness
To the magical place that lives inside my soul
Let me be happy
Let me live
Let me be me!!
The flesh of my flesh
Bones of my bone
My children
I want to be what is expected of me
I excel at the task of being a mentor
The ability to be wise and dependable
The ability to love
The stature of matriarch lives in me
Please.... Oh beings of power
Grant me the wish of being happy
The ability to be me
Save me from what lives
Save me from me and my suicidal tendencies
Save me from the hatred that eats at my soul
I beg of the, release me to be free and grant me happiness
