I know what I said
That I deal
With all of your issues
What I said was real
What I didn’t know
Was how deep they ran
And now that I see
I don’t know if I can
I knew you were hurt
But pain heal
I knew you cut
Proved you could feel
You were a loner
Yea but so what
Be alone with me
It did work, but –
I can only hold together
For so fucking long
Before I need someone
To hold me and be strong
Yet the more I fell apart
You too came undone
It makes me want to scream
Worst of all – run
I simply cannot
Do it all
For both of us
One is bound to fall
~Chrystal
Written on
March 23, 2009