Flaming

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2009

No one knows

No one ever will

What is held inside

And kept so still

 

You need to understand

But I can’t tell you

About the abyss inside me

The lies are ever true

 

I’m happy and everything’s fine

Really I’m okay

And the sun doth shine

Well how do you say

 

I LIE

See how my pants flame

But it doesn’t hurt

No more than the fear and shame

 

I fight the insecurities

With scratches and blood

And try to hide it all

In a graveyard of mud

 

I’ll try to hide it

But one day you’ll see

But not my tears oh no

You’ll see the rage in me

 

And that scares me more

So I try to scream

But I can’t get out

Can’t break the seam

 

~Chrystal

Written on

February 2, 2009

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was written to Eli. Talking about me and my untruths.

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