No one knows
No one ever will
What is held inside
And kept so still
You need to understand
But I can’t tell you
About the abyss inside me
The lies are ever true
I’m happy and everything’s fine
Really I’m okay
And the sun doth shine
Well how do you say
I LIE
See how my pants flame
But it doesn’t hurt
No more than the fear and shame
I fight the insecurities
With scratches and blood
And try to hide it all
In a graveyard of mud
I’ll try to hide it
But one day you’ll see
But not my tears oh no
You’ll see the rage in me
And that scares me more
So I try to scream
But I can’t get out
Can’t break the seam
~Chrystal
Written on
February 2, 2009