I’ve done my share
Of things gone wrong
Seen too many days
Go on way too long
I’ve felt more than my share
Of this life’s pain
I’ve tried to hide
All my disdain
I’m looking forward
To this unknown
Don’t look at me
I’m afraid it’s showin’
That I can’t go back
To where I’ve been
I’ve been there before
And that was then
I was young and dumb
Restless and mean
Yea I was there before
When I was green
I’m something new now
Something I wasn’t before
I can’t turn back now
My past is all lore
I’m not sure just who
I have become
I’m not sure of much but
The fact I cannot succumb
To the person I used to be
Because that’s not who I am
I am the angel with the dirty hands
I am god’s shaved lamb
I will grow, I know this
I will rise to be
Something more than I was
This I hope you can see
~Chrystal
Written on
October 4, 2007