Here I sit
Trembling and crying
And I wonder why
Inside I’m dying
Do you want me
To feel pain
Do you need me
To hurt
On my knees now
I pleaded and I begged
To stop feeling
To be dead
Do you see me
Here at your feet
Do you feel me
Reach for you
Here I am
Here and now
There I’ll go
Bye and bye
Did you ever know
That I loved you
Did you ever think
I would leave you
And now its over
I’ve taken too much
Nothing will stop me
Not even god’s touch
~Chrystal
Written on
February 5, 2007