I’ve read over my poems
All I ever wanted
All I never had
Now I sit here thinking
That it’s all so sad
That, who I was,
Was something I now hate
Looking back
I swear I’ll never be her
Not again and it’s nothing I do lack
Because I want to get married
And have a few kids
And raise them to be better
Than I am/was
Because I am now bitter
Because I know who I was
And I swear I’ll do right
Starting with Red
I’ve already told him who I was
And that I never plan to be this I said
~Chrystal
Written on
August 22, 2010