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2000 All alone am I
In this world
So cold and cruel
Hatred fills my heart
Consumes every inch
Hatred of life itself
Hatred of people
The ones that hate me
Just because im not them
Hatre of God
For creating me
Forcing me to live
To live in a hell
Full of tortured souls
Just as I
Isolated from everything
From love, happiness
Or any thing worth having
In a dark cold place
That gives me chills
And scares me
I wish not to die
Yet I wish not to live
Confusion is torturous
It's diving me insane
Or am I there already
I know not where I am
I wish to end it all
T rid myself of the pain
To go to a better place
I know how-its easy
With a knife
Through my wrists
Death shall take me over
Ino a better place I'll go
Hell is better than this
~Chrystal
Written on
August 18, 2000
