I did what I felt was right
And without any lies
Why did it hurt do much
Why did tears fall from my eyes
I don’t love him
Of that I was sure
I wish I had never told him
I want to be where we were
I never wanted to love him
I didn’t want to be that bound
But he put me on the spot
And told me t' was true love he thought he found
Then he asked me how I felt
I didn’t want the tears to fall
I tried to explain yet it was all in vain
So I sat there and said nothing at all
He guessed my thoughts with ease
I'm sure he already knew
He knew that although I tried
No love for him had grew
Tears were shed from us both
We were both hurt in different ways
It will take so long to get over it
Several months and days
~Chrystal
Written on
August 8, 2000