I open my eyes
trying hard not to cry
but im breaking
I can't figure out why
or relieze times passing by
cuz i'm lying hear tonight
and i cant bare the thought
of losing everything
you have taught me
and i cant even dream
so what the hells wrong with me
I think i'm crazy
got nowhere to run
it seems I'm gone
and everyones happy
I'm sick of my house
I just want to Scream
I try so hard to deal
with this darkness
growing near
i just want to start over again
but i guess it doesnt matter
in the end