Six years have gone and went,
Cherishing every second spent.
No matter how bittersweet
You were my constant,
You were my retreat.
I ran to you,
whenever my world came tumbling down,
Feeling so Humpty Dumpty,
You always caught me when I fell.
Your presence lacked so I cracked.
Beautifully broken I lay here,
Kaleidoscope of obscure imagery.
If blood is red than my heart must be blue.
Cause' it froze over the day I left you.
No one is welcome in my igloo.
I couldn't give more than I already have.
My patience like watercolor bled through.
Now your just a stain on my memory.
I wish I could just erase your face.
But amnesia isn't that forgiving.
They say that it looks like I've been hurt before.
I just laugh and say yeah but who hasn't ?
I don't let them come and knock on my door.
Cause' there's no one home at the moment.
I myself am my own best company.
They're just looking for a thrill.
Pick-up lines do make me ill.
I've heard them all before.
Spark my curiosity.
with your un-originality.
I'm still here going strong.
Time keeps marching on.
Will I find love again one day?
Only heaven knows.
I'd rather not know.
I've always been a creature of sponaneity.
One of the things people hate about me.
I say one thing but always do the other.
At the last second I drop my plans.
Then I do something different all together.
I do have a short attention span.
I loose interest way too easily.
You'll catch me day-dreaming.
I'm never living in the moment.
My eyes are shallow and vacant.
I'm still alive.
I knew I would survive.
You can't hold a good bitch down.
I'll never relinquish my crown.
I won't share my throne.
"Off with their heads"
Their better off dead,
Their just stepping stones,
not worth being walked apon.
Down their path I don't tread.
I know that,
destiny will get the best of me.
Happiness can't be bought,
But money get's you damn close.
The world revolves around it.
The beautiful people,
Are always dropping names.
A who's who and a when's when.
Looking for the next victim.
Craving the next injection.
One day I'll be there.
Born forever chameleon.
I'm so perfectly palable.
I fit into any situation.
Seeking comfort in foundation.
This Leo has nine-lives.
I'll always land on my feet.
I'll always be pursuer of curiosity.
It'll no longer be the death of me.
I still thrive and yearn after you.