I don't know what to do,
Still haunted by the memory of you.
Recoiling from a strangers embrace,
Don't see how anyone could take your place.
I know I'm the selfish one,
Couldn't handle the chaotic lifestyle.
I lied when I said I'd be able to keep up.
I lied when I said forever and a day.
I took a number and stood in line.
Waiting on you as my hunger grew.
Counting the hours that passed by,
Tears for your I no longer cried.
I've learned not to expect much.
I'm finding it too hard to trust.
I question every passer-bys glance.
Would he hurt me if he had the chance?
It seems like everyone is falling in love.
Am I the one who is blind or are they.
I'm so jaded and I don't want to get played.
Yet Just like them I crave it all the same.
So I'll just take a number.
I'll get back in line,
afterall that's what I'm used to.
Cause' I waited on someone like you.
But I'm not anymore,
Nor am I going to wait on anyone else.
It's just not worth it anymore.
I'm just going to wait on myself.
Cause' I have all the time in the world,
To become the bitch I'm destined to be.
I'll be cold and vain,
That way I'll never feel pain.
I'll spoill myself rotten,
Cause' I am the selfish one.
I guess he knew me better then I knew myself.
But now I see, what a bitch I was meant to be.
Beautiful and untouchable,
Love is destined to fail.