I must be out my head
What am I thinkin?
What’s wrong with mind?
I haven’t been drinkin
To see you again
That’s bad enough
But the worst part about it
Is to give in to my lust
Knowing how you are
And where you have been
In and out of dope houses
In and out the pen
You push weight to make money
You’ve never gone to work
You flip out over little things
You get crazy and go berserk
You’ve man handled me before
You’ve left me beaten all alone
Came all that way to do that
Over something I said on the phone
You took my precious gift
And confused my childish wit
You told me that you loved me
And all that other bullshit
For eleven years- after all that
I’ve stayed by your side
From all the foolish feelings I feel
There’s nowhere I can hide
You’ll always be my first true love
Even if it wasn’t shared
But to have you around me once again
It makes me a little scared
I’ll stay around to talk to you
And I’ll be here if you need a friend
But it can never go beyond this point
That’s where it has to end