Being with you was like a rush
I felt like I was in high school
And you were my crush
I wouldn’t sleep -I wouldn’t eat
I would just think about you
Thinking of all the things that we could do
You’d only call once- Saturday night
I’d rush to where you were
Never put up a fight
You’d hurt me to where I was almost crying
But I’d deny my pain
Even though inside I was dying
Now it’s over and there’s no more pain
I can lift my head up
Because I aint your weekend thang
I got back to myself and I’m moving on
Dealt with my emotions
Trying to be strong
So why you wanna disrespect the woman that I am?
Crackin jokes with your friends
Boy- I don’t give a damn!
You do you and I will do me
No one ever said we had to fuck
But we could still be friendly
I’ll just stay to the side til you get off your high horse
And don’t doubt this, Deon
I’m moving on of course
Grow up and try to realize the things that you do
Hurting people to make up for what you lack-
It will come back to you
I still have love for the things that we did
The times that we laughed
Almost having a kid
You were special to me and I’ll always be here
But no longer
Will I shed a tear